Women just put men to shame, I say this because this week I
saw something that just convinced me of it and I do not think my mind could
ever be changed to thinking differently.
Almost a decade and a half ago I watched my wife experience
child birth and after seeing her body change and then have to experience a cesarean
(c-section) birth with my daughter I figured we may be one and done. But a few
years later she was ready to do it again and could not wait to “experience” it
all over. She was told from the beginning that if you have a c-section the
first time you most likely will have to have it again with the next and that
didn’t even make her flinch.
Could you imagine a man going through child birth? I
personally could not do it. I would wager to guess that if it were up to men to
populate this world there would be a lot fewer of us running around.
As an athlete growing up I was a pretty competitive athlete
and I never seemed to walk away from a challenge. I thought the harder
something was the more I would enjoy succeeding at it. My first love was
baseball and I was a catcher. The equipment used by a catcher is referred to as
the tools of ignorance because you are either as tough as nails or ignorant to
want to squat down in front of a guy that is going to throw a hard baseball at
you at speeds of 80-100 mile per hour and oh by the way sometimes is curves,
slides or knuckles in mid air as its coming at you. Years later I am finding out
that I must have been ignorant because compared to what I have experienced
lately I was not tough at all.
This past week if you read my last Blog post you know my
daughter had corrective surgery for scoliosis. Maggie had a severe curvature of
her spine and the doctor recommended she have this procedure. We first noticed
the issue when she was about seven or eight years old and my wife made a visit
to a specialist north of our home here in Florida. We went through the process of a back brace
for Maggie while she slept for a few years but the issue continued.
We were told that the age of fourteen was the best time to
do this so the plan was the summer of her fourteenth birthday she would have
this operation done. As the time approached and we made more and more visits to
the doctor the reality and the intensity of that reality increased. I could
feel myself growing uneasy with concern for my daughter and what she was about
to experience.
As we sat in the office with the doctor and he explained how
the procedure would be done and then went into the percentages of what could
happen I began to worry in particular about the 2% chance of never walking
again? When you hear that, you forget about the 98% chance of everything being
fine and cannot help but to focus on that 2% and worry. But Maggie never wavered.
During that last week before the operation it really began
to hit her and at about this time my wife being the wonderful protective mom
she is offered to cancel the operation if she did not want to follow through
with it. Maggie once again with all the maturity and conviction of someone,
anyone that has ever set a goal said “I am doing this” and that was it.
The day came and at 4:00am we woke and headed to the
hospital. After some time registering in and prepping with the nurses it was
time to head to the waiting room for the next seven and a half hours. After
about six of those hours the doctor came out and told us everything went
wonderfully.
That, I was told was the hard part. For me the hard part had
just kicked in. No parent wants to see their kid in pain but this was
different. When we got to the room, finally, Maggie was a trouper. She was visibly
uncomfortable but with all the pain medication she was flying high. Keeping her
sense of humor about her with all the sarcasm a fourteen year old could muster
she provided us with continuous comedy as she barked out her needs and demands.
Within 24 hours of her operation she
stood from her bed as if unimpressed with herself. Within 48 hours she was
sitting up in a lounge chair and in less than three days of having her back
opened and two rods and nineteen screws placed into her spine she was walking
around the hospital floor with ease.
So you want to talk about who is braver, a little girl or a
full grown man? Who can handle pain, a female or a male?
I give!
I cannot compete in my own household on either level with
the women I live with.
I seem to gain more and more respect for the other sex with
every year I grow older. After years of being educated by my wife I am learning
from my daughter how to carry oneself with confidence and pride as well the belief
that things will work out. To say that
Maggie impressed me this week would be an understatement. She almost seemed to
know what she had to do and focused on completing the task at hand even as
those around her did not understand what was going on. The nurses told her what
was going on with her body and she pushed through any pain and the frustration
of the drugs in her system to reach her personal goal.
I was a bouncer for a number of years in a night club in New
Jersey and I would like to offer this little bit of advice, the next time
someone challenges you and your Machismo just tell them to deal with your woman
because they seem to handle everything better than we do.
I wrote this more as
a journal entry for myself to keep as a remembrance of this week because this
was the hardest thing I have ever had to do as a father or as a man. I thank God everything worked out for the best
and I am thankful to the doctors and nurses at the hospital for the wonderful treatment
Maggie and all of our family has received this past week.